Like I Don’t Have Enough To Do Already
I gave up blogging.
It was time to dig deep, to make a business decision one that I had been ignoring for years. I knew where my passion was, or so I thought. I didn’t want to admit failure. They told me blogging was the answer to all of my problems. Really? Like I don’t have enough to do already! But, like any good student, I did what I was told to do…I blogged. I didn’t know what to talk or blog about, let alone what others would be interested in reading.
My inner voice was saying “Who wants to read about a middle-aged woman who works like a crazy woman for her family”? Surely they have better things to do. I’m sure they are thinking “like I don’t have enough to do already”.
So here we are today, I’m taking up the proverbial pen again, in my case putting fingers to the keyboard one more time. This time, it is with a renewed passion, not the one I thought was inside of me. No, this time, it is to help others with their needs, in whatever way they need help…not with some underlying motive of selling them something or signing them up to do what I do. Nope…it is simply to share my thoughts, my experiences in life with others. My guess is someone somewhere is about to go through what I have been through at some point in my life. After all, I am 59 years young and have experienced a lot in those years.
My mind is saying “like I don’t have enough to do already”; but, my heart is saying write, blog, share…NOW. Today is the best day ever, through the pain, the tears and lessons of life of a working woman you will find anecdotes, stories and sometimes just a good read. Some may be long and others very short, isn’t that a lot like the days of our lives? Oh…wasn’t that a soap opera back in the day?
I’ve learned to pay attention to that inner voice and today was one of those promptings…like I don’t have enough to do already? And so it begins … I blog.
"Very well put. I've been with a health and nutrition company for over 26 years and I understand exactly what you are going through. I shiver to think what my health might be today at age 68 had I not stuck to my guns as far as practicing what I preach. Yes, I fall off the wagon regularly but my daily routine life reflects taking care of my health. That way I can keep up (somewhat) with my 7 grandchildren. You keep it up, Carla". 
"For most people the thought of venturing out there in pursuit of your dreams, in a place outside of your comfort zones is just what stops them. But I could sense your excitement not resentment in going against the competition. In planting your stake and truly making a difference in the clients experience. That's ultimately what matters, the rest just falls so easily into place. Thanks for that reminder"! 
Carla, I’ve got to say that I LOVE your focus on the joys and challenges facing women over 50. I’m definitely in that camp! I’ve been inspired by your candor, practical ideas, and refreshing determination to joyfully tackle life. The hours we’ve spent on the phone, in person, and through social media have enriched my life immeasurably. YOU are one Fiery Grandma, and I love your style! 
I have known Carla Gardiner for 6+ years. We met at a business training for bring business online. She is a business women at heart and willing to do the hard things to make the results show up. I have watched her run a business, work a job and take care of her family. She is a go getter when it comes to putting in the work to build her business to the level of being able to enjoy her grand kids.
She is the example that age is not a limit it is a tool for sharing knowledge to those she empowers to use their own skills and talents. Excuses are fuel to push her to learn and apply. I have seen her scared to death about implementing new technology and rock it out despite the learning curve.
I love watching you grow into your greatness Carla! Don’t slow down. 
"Carla, you are a model for me to follow. I love your site. And, I like what you have to say - very kind, very gracious. I have to say though that nothing in my life has ever been crystal clear". 
"I've known Carla for 5+ years and can tell you that she has lived every bit of this and more. We shared tears and laughs and hard work....you will enjoy getting to know Carla."